What if I don’t know what to say?

 

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But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
“I’ll remember”, you said

You start to get hurt the moment you start to care

So shouldn’t I care at all?

I wish I could. I need school to distract me.

Life is not just pretty roses. It comes with the painful thorns.
One more week. Just one more week.
And I’ll be away from you, away from shits.

I wanna stay there forever and never come back.
Quit school and marry some farmer or whoever and live some simple life.

Hah. If only.

So maybe I’m a masochist

So…
Yeah…

Ok bye…

No words. None at all.

Pain.

It’s 5 mins to 1 and I just…

… feel like rambling.

So what’s new? Nothing much.
Still having the same old life with the same old but awesome friends.
Well I made new fantastic ones in the past year or so.

2011 was not smooth sailing at the beginning but it gets easier.
I guess that’s one of the fantastic thing about us human beings huh.
We adapt and we will find a way to survive no matter how shitty life can get.
But of course adapting and surviving may not be possible without the few awesome people in your life and I thank god I have a handful of them.

I’m sending all my love to them. The old and the new =)

I am thankful for the family that I have. Never lack of love and support for me despite disappointing them over and over and over again.
I appreciate all their understanding and love. Every bit of that.
Their unwavering love, I don’t deserve.

My sister was once a condescending human being but she has changed a lot.
She guided me through life when I need guidance.
She helped me when I’m in trouble.
She encouraged me when I gave up on myself.
She fight for my right when my parents were being unreasonable.
She gave me financial help when I was broke.
I know I don’t say this but I am thankful to have her around.
We may fight A LOT yes but I will always love her.
& I hope one day I could be there for her.

My extended families are the best ever.
I am glad that god put me in a close knit family.
Without them I may not be who I am today.
Love you cousins, aunts & uncles. Everyone of you.
You have made my life a little more cheery.

I guess this post is a dedication to whoever that has made a huge impact in my life.
Who were there through the ups and down and I know who will continue to be there.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Your kindness I cannot repay.

Salam Lebaran!

I know it’s a tad too late but hey whatever.

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